You want to spend good, dedicated time with the kids every day, but sometimes it’s just not possible. Maybe you’re facing a late night to finish up a sudden and urgent project, or it’s busy season and you’re working around the clock, or face-to-face meetings are keeping you on the road, or you’ve just been deployed, or are pulling extra shifts because you need the money—or some combination. Whatever the reason, the result is the same: just as work pressures ratchet up, you have to juggle home and care logistics remotely, you worry about how the separation is affecting the kids … and you miss them like absolute crazy. It seems like a no-win situation.
Why not try out some new techniques that might lessen the strain? A few small twists and additions to your usual routines before, during, and after your time apart can make things go a little more smoothly, and keep both you and the kids feeling more comfortable and connected.
Getting ready to be away from home for a longer-than-usual stretch typically involves a whole lot of logistics—and some delicate, deep emotions. Here’s how, practically and personally, to get ready for departure.
You might be a teacher preparing for parent-teacher-conference week and the sixteen-hour days it requires, or have a big client meeting in a distant city, or work in a profession where sudden all-nighters are the norm. Whatever the case, your head is spinning as you struggle to process and tame all the logistical details of being away. You’ve got extra care arrangements to think of, and perhaps meal planning, and the babysitter needs to be paid, of course, and there’s homework to oversee—and what happens if there’s an emergency?
What’s the payoff?
Being away from home probably does have a meaningful upside if, for example, you’re:
If one or more of these are the case, your absence has a specific, important benefit, whether financial, professional, or personal. As hard as it is, being away is a good thing for the working-parent You of the future.
Be very, very careful about settling into an Away pattern when you can’t see a real and clear payoff, though. Regular or prolonged time away from the kids is just too costly, in all possible senses of that word, to keep up longer-term for no good reason—for example, just because that’s how things are done at my particular company, because I used to work this way before I had kids, or because my boss expects people to work nutty hours. Of course there will be many times you’ll have to burn the midnight oil—that’s inevitable. But remember: the kids are only young once. If there’s no payoff, it may be time to think about finding a way to push your career forward while staying closer to home.
One way to go is simply to tackle each of those details as they occur to you each time you’re in prep mode, hoping that you’ve covered everything while remaining ready to put out the small fires that might flare up due to any neglected detail while you’re gone. The other, easier way is to develop your own personalized Away Planner: a reusable outline of what will happen while you’re not around and a checklist of what you need to do up front in order to make it all work. An Away Planner prevents oversights: it’s impossible to forget important to-dos when you have them down on paper. It also facilitates communication between you and the members of your Village who will be covering during your absence; you can stay, quite literally, on the same page in terms of daily care plans, pickups, drop-offs, homework, and so on. When personalized, and done thoughtfully, your planner is also a kind of antianxiety pill, taking the edge off the stress you may be feeling. (While this particular pill will be addictive, it’s all-natural and comes with no side effects.)
In table 16-1 you’ll find a sample Away Planner, in this case for a workparent who’s part of a dual-career family and planning a five-day trip. As you can see, it covers day-to-day blocking and tackling as well as more-personal and emotional issues, like how to stay in touch and how to provide your child extra warmth and reassurance while you’re away. Read over this sample and consider how you would tailor it to suit your own family, work demands, care setup, and Village. Feel free to add columns, categories, and checkboxes until it works best for you. When you’re done, you’ll have an all-in-one, quick-use way of getting ready to go.
As you glance over table 16-1 you may find yourself pausing at one particular section: the column labeled “Counterweights.” By definition, a counterweight is a balancing force, a stabilizer. It helps compensate for the effect of something pulling in the opposite direction. When you’re a workparent and away from home, a counterweight is something that helps offset the impact of your absence—that lets the kids feel just a little more comfortable about Mom or Dad being gone for longer than usual. You may choose to use events, activities, or locations as your counterweights, although most often, the offsetting forces you’ll be turning to are real live people—family members or other Villagers. Whatever or whoever you settle on, that resource blunts the impact of your being away by providing your child with extra comfort, pleasure, or distraction.
TABLE 16-1 Sample Workparent Away Planner |
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• Travel: Flight and hotel information in Google Calendar. • Communications Daily video chat over breakfast. Will try to call at bedtime. • Money: Household cash is on the piano. Sitter has debit card I gave her. • Food: Extra leftovers in freezer. Household cash will cover if need to order in. • Village alerted? Yes—emailed with homeroom teacher. Neighbors know that Phoebe’s car will be in the drive. • Emergency backups: Third Parent is aware I’m away and is willing to pitch in as needed. |
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Day |
Core caregiver |
Additional caregiver(s) |
Drop-off plan |
Pickup plan |
Evening routine |
Other to-dos |
Special concerns |
My availability |
Counterweights |
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1 |
Partner |
Aunt Phoebe |
School bus |
School bus |
Partner |
Show-and-tell: needs to bring special object to present to class |
Be sure to ask him how show-and-tell went |
Will be on the plane; will call when I land around 6:00 p.m. |
Homeroom teacher |
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2 |
Partner |
Aunt Phoebe |
School bus |
School bus |
Partner |
None |
Will need extra help to finish math worksheet |
Tied up in meetings, will call morning and evening |
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3 |
Aunt Phoebe |
None |
School bus |
Aunt Phoebe |
Partner |
Math worksheets due—make sure these are in the backpack |
Let Phoebe know household money is on the piano |
Doing the client site visit; may be very difficult to reach during the day—if you need me, text |
Pizza night with Aunt Phoebe |
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4 |
Partner |
Weekend sitter will work this day until Partner gets home |
School bus |
Soccer practice; van will drop at home |
Aunt Phoebe |
Soccer—needs to bring his shin guards and cleats, and don’t forget the inhaler! |
Pep talk needed; they lost last week’s game |
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5 |
Partner |
Carpool |
Playdate; I will pick up if flight lands on time |
Family dinner |
None |
Ask friend’s parents if he can stay for dinner if my flight is late |
Traveling |
Playdate with Jeremy |
‘‘I travel a hundred days a year for this job. But when I’m home, I work from home quite a bit, and we sit down for dinner every night and breakfast every morning—I’m not rushing toward work. And this firm lets you acknowledge family life, as part of its culture. Whenever I’ve had to cancel an important meeting because of a family emergency, the first two questions I get are, ‘Are you OK?’ and ‘What can I do?’ It’s a lot of time away from home, but there’s also a lot of advantages.”
—Karen, macro trends expert, mother of two
To take a specific example: let’s say you’re short-staffed at work, it’s busy season, and you know you’ll be working around the clock this week. Your three-year-old son is extremely apprehensive about your being gone quite so much. Realistically, this won’t be his—or, likely, your—happiest several days, but you cleverly think ahead and settle on two effective counterweights: first, a trip to the duck pond near your house, and second, his daycare provider. The duck-pond outing, which a neighbor has kindly agreed to take him on, is something you know he’ll look forward to and relish, and those extra hugs and attention from a savvy, trusted caregiver will help him feel better throughout the day. You haven’t, and can’t, completely cure his feelings of sadness at your absence, but—by arranging a brief excursion and by politely asking a caregiver for a bit of extra support—you’ve helped ease it.
Note that a counterweight doesn’t have to involve any kind of special treat, lavish gift, or rule-breaking, but something simple, that helps stoke positive emotion, and that makes your time away feel a little shorter than it otherwise would. Think what might work as effective counterweights for your child, and see if you can plan one or two out before leaving. Of course, you can always be one of your own counterweights by blocking out special time together for when you return. That shift won’t seem so long if your child knows that there’s an entire Saturday with Mom, or a trip to the zoo, at the end of it.
Not if but when
You may never be able to exert complete control over how much and how often you’re away because of work—but you can do your best to influence when.
At the beginning of each year or major work cycle, note which days and weeks are particularly important for you to be closer to, or just more available at, home. Include celebrations, such as the kids’ birthdays; transitions, such as the start and end of the school year; and important events, such as family gatherings, the kids’ special performances and games, or periods of cultural or religious significance for your family. Give the list a rough prioritization: maybe you’d love to be at your son’s first clarinet performance, but it’s essential for the family to be together on Greek Easter, for example.
Then start gently advocating—and defending. If your work calendar is accessible to other colleagues, block out the key no-fly dates with a polite note that “my daughter starts first grade this week; please consult me before scheduling.” Tell your boss that you’re happy to work late and take on the client two time zones away—but you would appreciate staying put on the week of May 5th. Or find a colleague with different personal obligations than yours and agree to cover weekends or work overtime on a mutually beneficial, alternating basis. In other words, plan ahead and ask for what you want.
Your child’s normal feelings of sadness that Mom or Dad is going to be away for any period of time are easily compounded through uncertainty—and your own mixed messages. Big, open-ended questions that your kids may have around your departure but may be too young to put into words would include: Don’t you love me and miss me, too? Do you really have to go? What will happen to me while you’re away? When are you coming back? The more preemptive answers you provide, and in a straightforward and positive way, the more secure and calm both you and your child will feel and the easier your leave-taking will be.
When the senior people expect it
Team norms and expectations are difficult things to break, and they’re typically set by your group’s most senior members—often in a less than working-parent-friendly way. The leaders you work with may see, or even themselves use, endless face time, work benders, or long stretches of professional travel as proof of value within your organization. But it’s also very possible they’re working less efficiently than they could, and that you can prove your own contributions without selling your soul to the job.
Think carefully about any ways you could still deliver the professional goods without being away from home quite so much. Try landing new clients locally or making sales through VC rather than in person. Speak at industry or trade conferences to generate visibility and new business leads more quickly than you could through multiple single-client visits. Try clustering or smoothing out your overtime hours to ensure a better time-with-the-kids schedule, or think about volunteering to work on a few holidays or other “undesirable” times in exchange for a bit more day-to-day flexibility. With some careful planning and technology on your side, you may be able to generate the same results as any work maniac or road warrior—all while minimizing your time away. When you can point to hard numbers and specific wins that prove your contributions, managers will usually take notice.
Before any Away period, make sure to preview the plan. Tell your child where you’re going, when you’re returning, and exactly who will be the caregiver while you’re gone. Be direct and reassuring: “Mom’s going on a work trip for five days, and when you’re not in school, either Daddy or Aunt Phoebe will be with you the entire time.” If your child is toddler-age or older, post a simplified, age-appropriate version of your planner in the kitchen, or someplace else readily visible. That way, caregivers can help your child “mark off” the time until you’re back: “Look—it’s Thursday, which means Aunt Phoebe will be coming to help us with dinner tonight … and there’s just one more day until Mom comes home!”
‘‘I’ve been deployed twelve times. It’s what my kids have known their whole lives, since they were infants. We tell them about it directly, but keep things age-appropriate. We’ll say, ‘Daddy’s going on a long business trip’—or a short one. They don’t need to know the specifics.
We tried using FaceTime to keep in touch, but when the kids were small, they’d get really upset. It’s easier for them if I’m completely gone than some kind of confusing halfway. And I don’t play the whole ‘who’s working hard, whose car is still in the parking lot’ game. When I’m home, I put a high premium on being home.”
—Ashley, military officer, father of three
As you talk through the plan, and while saying your actual goodbye, be certain to acknowledge and respond to your child’s feelings, without mirroring them. If your five-year-old gets weepy, hugging her and telling her that “it’s OK to be sad” is helpful and healthy, but expressing your own sadness at leaving will only stoke confusion: If you’re so sad, she’ll wonder, then why are you going? It also thrusts your child into a difficult, ambiguous position. She may think, If I keep crying, will Mom decide to stay? If she leaves anyway, does that mean she doesn’t care about my feelings? Be sympathetic but definitive, and anchor your comments in the future: “Mom will be gone for five days, Daddy is here to take care of you, and I can’t wait to see you when I get back.” That beats a wistful “I wish I didn’t have to go, either.” Separation, particularly from very young children, will never be easy—but be sure to send the right signals. Your kids take their emotional cues from you.
You miss the kids, and they miss you. To compensate, and to close that physical and emotional gap, your go-to tool will likely be the phone or video chat: you’ll be tempted to call home several times a day to connect and to see how things are going. Sure, you want to hear the kids, and check in with their caregivers—but you also want to feel present, and more parent-ish, and all-around better about the situation yourself.
Homesickness, and how to get through it
The word homesick is typically associated with children: hear it, and you may think of a miserable eight-year-old missing home on the first night of summer camp. But adults can miss home, too—and if you’re a new working parent, the kids are very small, or you’re unused to being away, it’s very likely that at some point you’ll develop a case of homesickness yourself. If you’ve ever gotten choked up on the way to the airport, or been trapped at work but found your thoughts wandering to the kids and how great it would be to snuggle them, or just felt allover blue when away, you’re certainly not the first.
Chances are those feelings will begin to resolve with a little distraction: landing in a new city or attending to important details before that big deadline forces your focus elsewhere, displacing intense thoughts of I wish I weren’t away. If you need some additional help, call or message other workparents you trust: their responses should be sympathetic but encouraging (they’ve all seen this movie themselves). Then remind yourself of your counterweights: yes, you miss your nine-year-old terribly now, but you and she will go bowling—her favorite outing—together this weekend. If the sadness becomes acute, if it’s accompanied by any twinge of guilt, or if you find yourself weepy: think “meta” for a moment. The thing that’s making you so upset right now is the exact same thing that makes you a wonderful parent: your total and complete devotion to your children. You may be away, but homesickness is proof that your heart and mind are in the right place.
Those calls may not go very well, though, or provide either you or the kids much comfort or reassurance. Small children aren’t able to engage in adult-style conversations, or to narrate their daily experiences, and older ones may be perfectly capable of doing so but just not want to. Ask a four-year-old or a fourteen-year-old, “How are you?” or “How was school?” particularly over the phone, and you may get a monosyllabic answer or silence. And of course, if your child is still a baby or young toddler, it’s even harder to connect by calling. So what will keep you feeling bonded and closer-by when the demands of your job keep you apart?
‘‘“I’m often away two nights a week, sometimes more. No matter where I am, I always call right before they go to bed—for the songs, the stories. It’s wonderful to get to call home and hear, ‘Hi Papa!’—and to be there, with them, for that lullaby time.”
—João, management consultant, father of two
Should the kids come with me?
You may be toying with the idea of bringing your son or daughter along on that work trip—or may have enviously read about the “we’ll fly your child and nanny along with you” benefits offered at a few high-end companies. But before you make any plans or start romanticizing this particular type of work/life integration, do a quick reality check. Do you really want to lug all the baby gear through the airport or run the risk of needing to make a sudden trip to the pediatrician’s in a distant or foreign city? Is staying together worth completely upending your child’s regular routine? Can you stay focused and top-of-your-game professionally while sharing a small hotel room with your toddler? Depending on your schedule, your destination, and the ages of your kids, having them join you might work beautifully—but think ahead and be practical.
‘‘I’ll take a piece of the kids’ artwork along with me, and send a picture of me holding it in the cockpit, before takeoff. We also play a game where I’ll take a super-close-up photo of some object—like a lampshade in my hotel room, or part of the sidewalk—and they’ll have to guess what the object is. They know I’m thinking about them, and we’re interacting, even when I’m not around.
If you feel shy about doing that kind of stuff in front of your colleagues, don’t. They’re all living through the same thing. They get it.”
—Rick, airline pilot, father of three
Whatever connection strategies you choose to use, take great care to keep your messages and overall tone warm, upbeat, and light. If you’re jetlagged, or annoyed at working the double shift because somebody else called out sick, fine—but use your video to make a little joke of it, laughingly pointing out the dark circles under Daddy’s eyes instead of moaning that you’ve gone twenty-two hours without sleep. In the videoconference dinner you’re doing from the break room during busy season—when you’re feeling ground down and running behind—don’t talk about your workload. Ask how the kids’ macaroni and cheese is. Keep your connections positive.
You’ve just finished the marathon work session and arrived back home. The hard part is over now, right?
Well, not quite. Changes in routine are tough on you as an adult and professional, but they’re much more difficult for children—even when those changes, like your return home, are good ones. As you walk back through your front door, your children may greet you with the squeals of joy, full attention, and hugs you’re hoping for—or with confusion, hot-and-cold behavior, demands, hostile questions, a tantrum, or apparent indifference, and from your side any of those responses may feel crushing. Yet a difficult return isn’t inevitable: just as you paid attention to the small-scale mechanics and to the emotional impact of your departure and time away, you can do the same now on the way back in, using a few specific maneuvers to make your homecoming a smoother, more natural-feeling, and happier experience for everyone.
Using time away as time for yourself
It’s the dirty little secret known to absolutely everyone but the kids: away time can help you restore, recharge, and reconnect with the noncareer, nonparent You (remember you?). If you’re staying late at the office anyway, you may be able to walk the longer way home rather than racing home on the subway. On a work trip, you may get a few blessed hours to read a book or watch TV; you have only yourself to take care of on that plane; and in the hotel you may even—savor this thought as it washes over you—get a night or two of solid, uninterrupted sleep.
Good for you! When you’re working this hard and in the thick of parenting, you don’t get a lot of breaks, and you deserve this one. Don’t spend any time guiltily wondering if you should be more miserable, or wondering if looking forward to that child-free flight makes you a bad parent, because it doesn’t. These Away-induced pockets of “me time” are like a few good gulps of a sports drink during an endurance event: they give you a hit of energy and are one small way to increase your overall resilience.
Try to maximize these breaks in whatever way works best for you. Instead of settling for whatever movies are offered on the plane, download several by your favorite director and turn the trip into a film festival. On a night you’re already working late, have the sitter stay an extra hour so you can meet a friend. You’re not being selfish—you’re being smart.
If you’re in a career that requires spending longer stretches away from your child, you may find yourself hovering on that fact—and harboring some guilt. If so, it’s time to redefine: to remind yourself what showing up and being there as a mother or father really means.
Of course you want to connect with your child, in person, and as much as you can—that’s critically important, for both of you. But if your family needs the money, you’re showing up for the kids by working those extra hours. By honoring the treasured bedtime ritual, even when it’s over the phone, you can be a presence when not actually present. And every time you give your child your total and full attention, wherever both of you are, you’re being there for her, too. Being physically present or constantly available to your children isn’t the sole yardstick of good parenting—your love and commitment are what count.
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