56 D
EFINING
M
OMENTS
Stevens viewed the conference as the apex of his career. He had
spent years striving to become a great butler, an aspiration that he
defined in unambiguously ethical terms. A great butler, in his mind,
embodied the quality of dignity. And dignity represented an ethic
of self-sacrifice and noble service. A great butler devoted his entire
self to filling his professional role and performing his duties. The
butler did so in the service of a morally good master, which Stevens
believed Darlington to be. And the master, in turn, had to be devoted
to some larger cause—in this case, humane treatment for the van-
quished and impoverished Germans. At one point, Stevens says, ‘‘My
vocation will not be fulfilled until I have done all I can to see his
lordship through the great tasks he has set for himself.’’
By the final evening of the conference, there had been some
progress. The French representative seemed open minded about the
proposals under discussion. Stevens knew this and felt deeply proud
of his contribution to these developments. For years, he had trained
the large staff of Darlington Hall for such an event. For weeks before
the conference, he had worked ceaselessly, as a ‘‘general might
prepare for battle.’’ He told the staff that ‘‘history could be made
under this roof.’’ During the conference, Stevens even found time
to provide comfort and medical attention for the French delegate,
whose feet were badly blistered. All in all, he stood at the threshold
of a resounding achievement, professionally and personally.
But Stevens’s father, who was also employed at Darlington Hall,
lay dying in a room upstairs. Earlier that day, he had suffered a
devastating stroke. Thus Stevens had to choose between sitting at
his father’s bedside and overseeing the crucial final hours of the
conference. Stevens visited his father briefly and then returned to
his professional duties.
Just after dinner, while Stevens was serving drinks to the guests,
Miss Kenton, the housekeeper at Darlington Hall, took him aside.
She told him that his father had just passed away. Miss Kenton asks
if Stevens will come upstairs. He responds that he will do so in a
few moments, adding, ‘‘You see, I know my father would have wished
me to carry on just now.’’ Later in the story, Stevens tells us, ‘‘For
all its sad associations, whenever I recall that evening today, I find
I do so with a large sense of triumph.’’ He believed he had finally