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Envy has three sides.
The fi rst is positive. It shows you care about your
writing. If you don’t have some emotions wrapped up in
your enterprise, you’re a zombie.
The second side is negative. It is an attack on your
self-esteem. It messes with your insides and, at its worst,
can keep you from writing.
The third side is poisonous. This form of envy is ac-
tually an undeserved attack on another person. This will
diminish your humanity and make you a worse writer.
So when envy happens, acknowledge the good. You
care about what you do.
Every time a friend succeeds, I die a little.
—Gore Vidal
But then, “Do not waste the remainder of thy life in
thoughts about what other people are doing.” That advice
comes from Marcus Aurelius, a pretty good writer and
emperor. You think he wasted time envying Epictetus?
Work and focus are what you need. If envy hits you
hard, I’ll allow you an hour to feel it for all it’s worth.
Call a friend or loved one and talk it out.
But after one hour, get back to the keyboard or writ-
ing pad and produce some words.
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