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Graham moved in a way that gave anger and grief back
to her audiences. She had a genius for connecting move-
ment with emotion. She could make visible all those feel-
ings that people have inside them but can’t put to words.
Communicating in any medium is hard work. Graham’s
dances did not come easily to her. When the idea for a
new dance was starting to take form, it was “a time of
great misery.” Graham worked late into the night, propped
up in bed, writing down thoughts, observations, impres-
sions, quotations from books—anything that could help
feed her imagination. “I would put a typewriter on a little
table on my bed, bolster myself with pillows, and write
all night.”
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She read widely as she searched for ideas and inspira-
tion, studying psychology, yoga, poetry, Greek myths,
and the Bible. Gradually, the ideas that filled her note-
books would begin to reveal a pattern, and she would
write out a detailed script.
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In her work, Graham repeatedly portrayed a woman
called to a high destiny and forced to overcome fear
before she could answer the call. This was personal, as
Graham herself believed that she had been given “lonely,
terrifying gifts”—a sort of divine command to penetrate
the interior of the human spirit, no matter what comfort-
less truths she might find there.
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In 1955, the U.S. government asked Graham to tour
major cities in seven countries as a cultural ambassador.
She gave lectures at each stop but was a very nervous
presenter. In the biography, Martha, author Agnes de
Mille describes the scene. “She hung onto the barre,
clung to the walls. She couldn’t think what to do with
her hands, with her robes, with her feet.” Finally, she
escaped into her dressing room and locked the door.
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But Graham tried again and again, and she overcame her
fear. Eventually, the State Department officials named
Graham “the greatest single ambassador we have ever
sent to Asia.”
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Until she was ninety, Graham continued to deliver
lectures, which she had developed into an art form. A
striking figure with a seductive voice, poetic insights,
and a faultless sense of timing, she learned how to hold
an audience spellbound.
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You could say that by trying to discover herself, she
founded the world of modern dance. During her long
journey, she invented a new way of moving, a unique
dance language that has thrilled audiences all over the
world and enlarged our understanding of what it means
to be human.
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All of us are unique. We each have our own pattern of
creativity, and if we do not express it, it is lost for all
time. Graham defied customs, broke through barriers,
and presented new ideas. She was loved and reviled, yet
persistent in overcoming her fears to communicate what
she felt in her soul. By remaining committed to commu-
nicating how she felt, she changed dance for all time.
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